"Tell them all I know now. Shout it from the rooftop. Write it on the skyline, all we have is gone now. Tell them I was happy, and my heart is broken. All my scars are open. Tell them what I hoped would be impossible."
Every time I hear that song, my eyes start the water. Not because the lyrics particularly pertain to me, but because it is a song that ties me to Estonia. I remember when my roommate began playing this song and I hated it because she played it all the time. Over time I found myself listening to it and fell in love. It holds so many memories. Like the times my roommate and I was stressed about our workload and we would turn the song on and sing to the top of our lungs. It was one of the best feelings in the world.
The moment I remember the most though is the night before the first person in our flat was supposed to leave. My roommate and I decided that that we should record our last time singing together. I grabbed my phone and she grabbed a brush. We put on the lyrics because no matter how many times we sang the song, we couldn't remember the words. We began to sing and one by one, a flatmate joined us. By the end of the song, all six of us was standing together holding on for dear life. I never knew a connection like that could be possible...
So throughout the semester I have referred to these girls as my flatmate or roommate. Now I want to take the time to introduce them, and a few others who rocked my world.
Let me tell you that even after five months, I still cannot say her name correctly. It doesn't matter how I mess her name up, she will answer me every single time. Carolin is from Germany and one amazing girl. She knows so much about me. You wouldn't believe how many times we would jump in each other's bed and just watch movies or stupid episodes of "Toddlers and Tiaras." She knew that she never had to ask for anything of mine because it was also hers. I am so glad to have met her. I even had the pleasure of staying with her and her family over New Years. One of the best moments of my life.
I couldn't pronounce her name correctly either but she gave me credit for trying. Therese is also Germany. She was the most independent one out of our group. I honestly wish I could have been more like her. She was not afraid to try new things and I had the honor of being her taste tester. For Christmas, she gave me the recipe to her amazing potato salad and soup. She also made me the prettiest hand warmers. Therese does not mind giving or helping anyone and that is what I love about her. This semester would have been nothing without her.
I think Carmela has one of the biggest hearts known to man, and the fact that she is Italian is a bonus! I don't think a day went by where I didn't get a hug or a kiss on the cheek from her. I lived for the moments when she would come and find me just so we could talk about everything and nothing. I am going to miss all the food she made us, Lord knows she could cook enough for an army. This girl has a heart of gold. I wish the best for her because she deserves it!
MY ROOMMATE!!! This is the famous Princess Lea from France! I could not have asked for a better roommate. I think in a way, we balanced each other out and we always got along. I am going to miss hearing her laugh at whatever series she was watching at the time. I am going to miss walking into the room and seeing her sitting at her desk with her covers wrapped around her. I couldn't have done this without her. I would choose her every single time.
Last but not least we have Lenka from Czech. We are alike in so many ways and I would like to believe that she helped me keep my sanity at times. She also had me wrap around her little finger. I could usually refuse anyone except her. If I went out, it was probably because she asked. Lenka is so small that sometimes... okay a lot of the times I had the tendency to be overprotective of her. I didn't want her roaming the streets alone or talking to strangers. Sad I know. I am going to miss her. Seriously. I can only pray that our paths will cross again in this life.
Aside from my roommates I got to meet some more amazing people. I can't talk about them all but know that if you are reading this, it was a pleasure meeting you!
Molly and Sarah attend school in Nebraska. Though I had never met them before this time, they gave me a sense of home.
Riccardo, also from Italy, was our additional roommate. It was not a normal day if we didn't see him at least two times. He actually helped me out a lot and I am extremely grateful. Quite the ladies' man from the looks of it!
This picture is blurry but we have Axel, Q, and Pa Trick. They were also additional roommates and it was also unusual if I didn't see them. These folks know how to have fun!
Good people!!!!
I can't speak for everyone, but I am lucky to have done this. I am lucky to have come across the people that I did. Twenty five years from now, I want to tell my children about my experience and encourage them to do the same. Nothing is Impossible!
